I am Sad

Dear Self,

Don't be sad because she wasn't able to be with you. You know that she has so many work to do, right? I know you do know that thing. I hope you can extend an inch of patience then. She has chores to do and she should fulfill those thing. Don't be sad nor feel bad about it. Let her do what she want. Remember, you should bot chain her in your feet because she also have things she wanna try to do. Let her decide on things, besides she already know what she is doing. She knows the things that you don't want her to do. You have trust to her and she trusted you too. So, start with that. Okay? Smile!

Everything will be fine. Just enjoy the moment and the love that you both shared.

Your friend,

Gil

Nice to see you

Dear Self,

Nice to see you again! What took you so long? Anyways, please don't conceal what you are feeling now. It makes you sick you know. Put yourselves out and breeze everything. Okay? Come back and let's talk everything.

Your friend,

Gil

Can't Write, Self.

Dear Self,

Having hard time lately? Yeah, I felt it. I know you are having a hard time writing a letter for me because of how you feel know. It's okay. I understand. Just write me whenever you feel good. Okay? I hope for your recovery.

Your friend,

Gil

Any Confrontations?

Dear Self,

Oh! Your quite happy now. Did you applied what I suggested? Yeah, I bet you did. And what happened? Did you confronted her? Did you inquired to her all your existing doubts? Hmmm. No? Why? Anyways, I hope you too can talk each other. But you texted her right? Ah. And you wrong about what you've though, right? You guess so. I know you are wrong because she won't hide anything from you dude. I know her and she is not that kind of typical girl that would play on somebody else. She's serious at you and remember what she said to you last May? Live with it! That's the truth. I know you have felt how she is sincere and true to you. I can sense it and so do you. Live with it. Don't bother to entertain about things that would put you in danger. Protect your emotional sphere and be LOGICAL. Okay? Be strong.

Your friend,

Gil

Why Sad

Dear Self,

Hey!

What's the matter? I feel that you are quite sad. Not sad? Then how would you call that gloomy face? Isn't it a face of a sad person? A person who is afraid. But...what's that thing that you feared most? I've some suspicion in my mind. You are afraid or let's say you are jealous. What? You really are? But why? Ahhh. I get it now. Let me help you with that dude.

First and foremost I would like you to clear your mind first. Then, ask yourself "Why would I need to feel that way? Is there a need to feel such?". Answer them truthfully because fooling yourself won't do any good to you. Let your mind weigh things logically. I know what kind of person you are. You are logical and you make sense to things. Live in that self of yours and never let your insecurities and negative thinking destroy you. Okay? Are you done with it?

Next, gather your answers in one box and make a general thought out of those things. Then ask, "Think of any proof that will strengthen your claim." Coming up with a conclusion without any evidence is futile. You will not achieve a good result if you will not support your claim with a proof.

Then, try to talk with the person. Clear ALL the things that made you feel such. Ask questions and present ALL your doubts. In that way, you will hear the side of that person. Why did he/she do that? Who is who? and other related questions.

After which, trust him/her. Tell him/her that you have trusted her; that you will give him/her your trust and by the time he/she will break that trust, you will not give him/her another one to keep. Once broken, it is good as trash.

FINALLY, stop thinking about that again and continue the life that you have. Don't let that idea bother you again. Remember: If you will still going to think about that, the person whom you hated or felt jealous with will have a great day seeing you suffering, seeing you in bad condition. DO YOU LIKE THAT: SEEING YOUR ENEMY LAUGHING AT YOUR OWN SUFFERING BECAUSE OF WHAT HE HAD CAUSED YOU? That's the spirit. Don't let him do that to you! Never ever! Go boy! *cheering like a sir*

But before you will do my suggestions above, if you like, get a place for you to CRY! Yes, you heard me right: CRY! Listen, crying is not just for women or for weak people. A man crying is not a manifestation of weakness but its an indication that you are brave enough to face the problem and conquer it after. Crying, like in war, is a process where you prepare yourself for a combat. It is an avenue of every people in this world to be relieved from what he/she is keeping in his heart. And after the tears you shed, you will become as strong as IRON MAN, SUPERMAN, and other super heroes because crying, then again, is like shedding off all the rusts and other weak spots in you.

CHEER UP brethren! I BELIEVE THAT WHAT YOU'VE BEEN THINKING RIGHT NOW DOESN'T REFLECT THE REALITY. YOU ARE THINKING THAT WAY BECAUSE YOU ONLY HAVE SOMETHING INSIDE THAT YOU FEAR TO HAPPEN. Am I right? And I know it. I know what it is.

I know you will be okay. I know you will because she isn't like that. Just trust her.

Your friend on-call,

Gil

Looking for a Job

Dear Self,

How was your day looking for a job? Isn't it tiresome? I bet it was. How many jobs did you apply? Anyways, I really hope that you can land on one. I know that you have things you need to achieve and I hope you can get them as soon as possible. But if fate permits, I hope you will be accepted ASAP. I'm happy for you know, of being mature looking for alternative ways to earn money. I've heard that you will watch some movie now, right? I guess you should need to pamper yourself and stop worrying about those applications you sent earlier. Have fun, dude!

Your's truly,

Gil

Creating "Dear Self"

Dear Self,

I would like to put a life on you because I wanted to write letters for myself. This will let me remember things that I haven't realized often and will let me put into the ground level. I just don't want to create a simple blog where I update my readers about my latest whereabouts but I only wanted to write a letter addressing to myself, without the need of developing a group of readers. Though it's odd and unusual but I think it is an enjoyable task. I wanna address you as Self so that if ever someone will stumble upon this blog, he will not be misled who really I am writing to. Naming you as Self will also hint them that this is not an ordinary blog; this is a blog wherein I write letters to myself that will remind me, reprimand me, and realize a big picture that I've been overlooked in the first place. I wish I won't bore you on the things that I'll share. Thank you in advance.

Your friend,

Gil